Silent Cry's of Mercy

My heart is heavy concerning events that I can not even talk about because no one will understand or if I do tell, they will walk away leaving in the wake, a deeper pain of empty.
I desire to walk in celebration not in the presence of grief.

So...

Here I am telling the world. How foolish is that!

However, I continue to pray this will end...God have mercy.

If not,

I pray God will allow me to have greater amounts of His strength, grace and protection as I travel through the suffering.

Thank you Lord, for the word picture of hiding self under the protection of Your wings; here is were I will place my hope...

My heart is still crying silent cry's of mercy and I still have a paper due on Tuesday...LOL

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Anonymous said…
Robin i am praying for you ... for comfort and for grace to finish.
deb
5:43 pm
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